How To Quit Smoking Naturally
Anyway, at eleven years old, I had another nicotine stick in my mouth and I was about to experience the “great sensation” and taste of it. Well, it was even worse than that cigar I smoked when I was five! After the first puff, I immediately started coughing and it seemed that my whole head started to spin around. From time to time, I felt as if I was going to faint. I was dizzy and I saw my colleagues floating and turning around as I collapsed on the sand under the bushes.
Some of the guys started to laugh at me, “Aha, you can’t stand the smoke, whoa, you pussy.” “You’re not a real guy.” “You’re so soft.” I didn’t want to admit I was failing and tried to show them the real me by taking another large puff. The result wasn’t any better and the taste was absolutely awful. It felt as though the smoke was slowly penetrating my throat, my lungs and stomach. I felt sick. My legs and arms felt heavy, my knees couldn’t keep my body up, and so I stayed lying on the ground, just turning my head. My eyes were wide open so I could see what was happening. This was the only sure thing that I experienced; I could still see what was going on around me. It was small consolation to notice that I wasn’t the only person suffering from this experience.
As we were in a group of “grown-up” kids, nobody wanted to show their weakness, just the contrary. Besides, everybody wanted to belong to the group, be one of those big guys who dared to escape to the woods and smoke without permission.
We all survived our first nicotine experience, as well as our trip back to the schoolyard. Such a trip was not without danger. The school kept us under close surveillance and if the instructors had caught us, it would have cost us our school careers. Not to mention how our parents would have reacted once they found out about it.
See you soon,
Eric Eraly
Author of the Painless Stop Smoking Cure
Everybody can stop smoking – including you! Stop today with the free web clinic on this site.
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How To Quit Smoking Naturally
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